When I can't walk anymore, I will remember these days.

I was given two pair of black flats to wear with my dresses and skirts! I only brought a pair of tall high heeled boots for dressy times. Since hurting my back, I have had to wear a pair of Ugg like winter boots when I wear a skirt. Was talking with a friend last night and mentioned that, to which she replied that she had a pair she didn't wear. When I went over today, she actually had three that she had me choose from! It is so great to have such a wonderful community here! I am constantly blown away by it all! 

#ItsTheLittleThings

This is the proper way to eat a banana, right? 

I felt motivated again today and did another really awesome work out!

Added to a bunch of PT and a run through of 'Party Rock', I did 15 more burpees!! {Modified of course!} 

I knew it was going to be harder today given that I had already done them yesterday, so I was trying to get myself pumped up for it before I started the first one. My iPod started playing a song who's first line was "When your legs done work like they use to before." And though it has nothing to do at all with Father, it was kinda cool to think about the fact that even though I am still stupendously single, I do have someone to lean on when my legs don't work like they use to before. 

It was the right motivation to kick butt again and do the silly things!

However, that song is far too slow to KEEP me motivated, so I switched it.

"But I don't want good

 and I don't want good enough. 

I want can't sleep cant breathe without you love 

Front porch and one more kiss

It doesn't make sense to anybody else.

Who cares if you're all I think about

I've searched the world and I know now

It ain't right if you ain't lost your mind

Yeah I don't want easy 

I want crazy.

Are you with me baby?

Lets be crazy!"

For a girl who has never had a boyfriend, I sure have a boat load of love songs on my play lists!! 

It is true in every way though.

And in this instance, I don't want easy {not doing my PT, staying fat, staying a crip} I want crazy {working out till it hurts, living in China, not staying a crip!!}  

Whatever I need to do, I am going to stay motivated and on this!

I WILL beat it all and become a knock out 31 year old! ;) 

Even if it is for no other reason then to stay here in China!

I don't want easy, I want crazy!

Lets be crazy!